I am blessed to have a job where I work from home three 1/2 days a week. These days I usually get up around 7 and start working in my pj's while the rest of the house sleeps. I am connected at the hip with my laptop until about mid day. I love these days! I feel amazingly blessed to be able to shut my work laptop at noon or a little after and spend the rest of the day in just one role..as a mom. Lately I have been playing two roles on those afternoons...wife and mom. My husband recently lost his job at the end of July. It seems he is among most of the country or at least most of California being out of work. He now watches our son when I go off to work on Tuesday and Thursdays.
In the beginning I was a bit worried at how he would do being home alone with Silas for that time. I think I would call the house every hour to ask how he was doing, what he was doing, how the baby was doing, anything I could just to talk with him. I actually was jealous of his extra time with Silas. It has gotten easier to leave and not worry about them both every minute. Don't get me wrong I still have my days where I have the urge to pack up at work, run home, and snuggle both of them in my arms for as long as they will allow.
It has now been two months that my husband has been home with our son. He has grown a new appreciation for the work I do around the house. He also has grown an enormous amount of tenderness for our son. The way he cares for him overwhelms me with joy. Its not like he didn't love him before, its just different now. I can see the way Silas looks at him with more trust and security. Even though the days have been tough and trying, I am very glad they have this bonding time with each other.